White lines and red lights

I'm so sleep deprived! Why do I do this to myself. So since the last time I posted, some stuff has occurred... I have new friends, their from California and their great. Their down here to help plant a church called Ephesus, so I think I'm going to look into helping out with that. I've been slowly pulling myself more and more out of Journey. I guess I just see myself going in a different direction than the church itself does, which is fine. I just hope God leads me in the direction that I should go, which i know He will, I mean, He's God, c'mon.

Went to two shows last weekend. Friday night I went to go see my friends from "Seneca" play at Tremont. They were great. A few of the other bands were "Something of the Elders", "Sugarglidder" (they were stinkin awesome), "Akissforjersey" (they are one of my favorite bands right now and it was awesome to see them live), and then "Scapegoat" which we didn't stay for, not my favorite band ever... Then Saturday I went to go see "Haste the Day" and they were so good. A band called "Gwen Stacy" also played and I liked them alot. I had never heard of them before that night. I was able to see my friend Tony that helped out at Park Springs last summer with me, so that was fun.

I didn't goto sleep tonight, even though I still might, but it was good. I went to waffle house at 4 and got some grits and just talked to the people there and the waitress gave me a free meal. Then I went to starbucks where I was going to read alittle bit, and Louie (the manager there) ended up giving me a free hot chocolate. It was nice. Love on people and show them you care, and they never cease to amaze you. So I sat down in a comfy chair and started reading Luke. I'm loving it. I read for about 2 hours but i was able to get to chapter 12. I want to try and finish the rest of it today. I love following along and just reading what Jesus did. The beatitudes are always fun to read to... i don't know if fun is the right word for that, but I enjoy it.

I'm in the search for a job right now but I think it will all work out. I hope!

I really want to do something with my life. I want people to see a loving person when they see me and someone whom will embrace them with open arms. I feel like i worry to much about certain things and not enough about others. The things that should be important to me arnt, and the things that are pointless and that really hold no meaning are so distracting to me. GROW UP! I just want to make God proud, and if that is true, then I need to change alot of things in my life. My bible needs to quit accumulating dust and actually be picked up multiple times every day. My prayer life has dropped to seemingly nothing and yet I still call myself a devout follower of Christ. I'm no different than anybody else. I'm fake and that sucks. It's time to act my age and be a MAN of God.

I ate sushi today and I got sick. No fun. No more salmon for me.

I think im going to crash for a few hours.

Shalome!
Jordan